Sunday the 17th

I buy a burner yay! It's a Lite-on 32x40x12x cd rewriter for $197. So no more need to borrow from Jacky anymore. But it sure was so hard to install, coz so small space in my case and then these burning troubles. Made some coasters in the process but finally got the hang of it all. All good, Got a scare when Boa-Somewhere Someday mv got corrupted on my D:\ coz of the burning but lucky I got it fixed. Ahh nothing buy K pop to make my day happy.I think I just found out that Korean Pop music is my favourite type of music right now. Even more so than English. It's the only type of music that I can just download and like straight away, no matter who the artist. Well that's when u listen to music. The voices, sounds, all combining to make a delight for the ears....

And while I went to go to the markets, me and Fachri met da Arie and he tagged along too. Man he's a funny guy. He told all these girls on the phone he was gonig to Indo, whne all he was doing was disconnecting his phone. Oh he got lot of explaining to do if/when he meet those girls. And man e got so many numbers. Why then does he ask me for a girl? I don't get it. What more does he want. And then he told me he wanted to talk to someone and wanted to borrow my phone. Well they didn't pick up and he then went. Later when I get home, that person he wanted to talk to, he said a gangsta, called. I think he was bluffing so I wouldn't talk to them. Anyway the point of saying all this was because when she rang and asked who I was, it felt kinda like she wanted to talk to me, even when that's not the case. It's been a while since I really had a phone convo with a girl. I more or less couldn't be bothered to call anyone, is easier to jsut say it here (except no feedback), or the people I call are busy. I guess I miss it...

Friday the 15th

Well it's Friday afternoon and after a long day and a big headache caused by System programming 1, its time for home. Hot day and going home in peak hour usually means standing up for half the journey...had to change train at Rockdale to catch train home. As I was walking in I saw this girl standing in the carriage that caught my attention. Look like Asian, long black hair that looked like goldilock, twisted style hair and blonde tip on the end. With her friends, like surfy punky style people. I think her friends calle her Alison Chong... Anyway, as I boarded the train she caught my attention for a few reasons. She was pretty, she reminded me of some people and she made me day-dream a bit on the train. I dunno why I bother put it up here, I gues it was on my mind and I just had to offload it somewhere. Well, back to this person, she reminded me of the singer from Killing Heidi, bit of Cecilia Cheung and she reminded me of someone whose picture I place next to my monitor....As for the day dream bit, I guess I was day dreaming about how she might have been looking at me. Well I wouldn't know if she was or not, coz I dare not look at her directly after seeing her the first time. I'm sure that was really a daydream. But it also got me thinking, what if she went to me and said hi. What would happen? I don't think a girl has ever approached me and said hi to get to know me. I guess I'm not the type that girls like to approach or girls only approach the good looking ones, I dunno. Come to think of it, no one really apporaches it. Ihh my mum says I should smile more, see someone and smile, make u more approachable. I could try that, but it feels funny coz when people look at me smiling I think its like a laugh at me-like somethng wrong. or maybe its's all in my head. Do I have anything to lose really to smile at stranger? Probably not. Hmmm.

Oh well, life goes on....

Let's go back a bit...lets just say the post after this was meant for Friday.

I'm so stupid I didn't realise that there's a bold, italics and link button in bloggers site...

U know I still can't forget that whole Lydia saga. And I don't think I will. More light will be shed about this later. It just feels bad what happened. I guess that and what other stuff happeend in the past, more on that later too, its made me less wanting to do chattign and that because I know now that people don't always tell the truth. If anyone comes by me and expects me to trust them if I haven't met them yet well then think again. it's happeend to me one too many times. There are exceptions and those of you who know will know what I mean. No offence to those people that are genuine to me, it's just that past expereinces have made me more cautious and if you are really geniune you would understand where I'm coming from....

Hello. Is this in Italics and is this in bold ? If not, can someone email me or send icq message and tell me how to format my bloggs

Well uni started last Monday, finally! I was so bored at home, being at home all the time can get to you at times and I guess thats'w why I've been feeling a litle off lately. SO if anyone received a funny sms or I wasn't being myself lately, I reckon it was I was at home too much. Sorry if I inconvenienced anyone. Since I go back to uni, I guess my brain will start to function better again, and maybe, even if I got more thigns to do, this might motivate me to do some mroe work on my website. As for now, there are some things I have to fix before any more content goes up. Expect a little change soon....

BTW, I'm suppsoed to blog regularly, but I'm even lazy to do that, even though I'm practically online all the time. So I have a lot of things on my head that I want to say, but haven't done it yet. Hopefully I can still get to do so. And not to worry, my brain is not as faulty as those IBM deathstar hard disk drives I've been reading about lately.

I know I spend too much time on the Internet. Why I always come to the Internet is because I am addicted to it. What do I do? I turn on ICQ and mIRC and chat...I chat and thats what I do day in and day out. Chat to me now is liek another bodily function. Without it I can't function....But now I'm finding chatting is getting boring, its getting a bit repetative. SO what do I do now? Clean up my room would be a good idea. Start some study too. But I can't be bothered to do those thigns either. And how bout go out. Go out needs $$$ which I don't have. Get a job, yea sure but I only like jobs that are easy, and little customer contact and there's not many of them around. Even if I do go out, what am I suppsoed to do out, I have no idea...Might as well stay home instead. Maybe I should stop babbling and finish my homepage....