Friday the 15th

Well it's Friday afternoon and after a long day and a big headache caused by System programming 1, its time for home. Hot day and going home in peak hour usually means standing up for half the journey...had to change train at Rockdale to catch train home. As I was walking in I saw this girl standing in the carriage that caught my attention. Look like Asian, long black hair that looked like goldilock, twisted style hair and blonde tip on the end. With her friends, like surfy punky style people. I think her friends calle her Alison Chong... Anyway, as I boarded the train she caught my attention for a few reasons. She was pretty, she reminded me of some people and she made me day-dream a bit on the train. I dunno why I bother put it up here, I gues it was on my mind and I just had to offload it somewhere. Well, back to this person, she reminded me of the singer from Killing Heidi, bit of Cecilia Cheung and she reminded me of someone whose picture I place next to my monitor....As for the day dream bit, I guess I was day dreaming about how she might have been looking at me. Well I wouldn't know if she was or not, coz I dare not look at her directly after seeing her the first time. I'm sure that was really a daydream. But it also got me thinking, what if she went to me and said hi. What would happen? I don't think a girl has ever approached me and said hi to get to know me. I guess I'm not the type that girls like to approach or girls only approach the good looking ones, I dunno. Come to think of it, no one really apporaches it. Ihh my mum says I should smile more, see someone and smile, make u more approachable. I could try that, but it feels funny coz when people look at me smiling I think its like a laugh at me-like somethng wrong. or maybe its's all in my head. Do I have anything to lose really to smile at stranger? Probably not. Hmmm.

Oh well, life goes on....