Are my intentions all right?

I felt like I was crying while going through this dream, actually I felt I was inbetween sleeping and being awake and I was thinking properly but at the same time in a dreamy state. It was surreal. The issue was about Her and basically it was me writing the letter to Her explaining myself to Her. This is the letter that I've been meaning to write for quite some time and here it was playing in my head.

What struck me was when I said "that all this work I've done because of you, and that maybe I've been failing because my intentions haven't been right..." I felt sad, and let out a tear, realising that what I was doing was wrong. And I was admitting this to Her as an admission of guilt; I just couldn't take it any more. I just wanted to be free.

The thought really hit me and affected me quite a bit. This is something that I really should talk about. There was more to this dream, but at this time of night I cannot remember any more. Maybe another time.