There she was right in front of me, just enjoying her presence. I can't even remember what we were talking about but I could just feel her close. That was all I needed, that was all I wanted, jsut to be in her presence. Just to see her face to face.

And then I woke up, so emotionally exhausted and feeling down that it was all but a dream. It was timely though, as I had to go pray at that moment. But it really really made me feel slight off for the rest of the day. It's as if that moment was what I was longing for, and still am but a moment that I feel is too much to ask. A moment, that in my eyes, can't happen.

I know what this from, it was from sitting opposite her the night before at a meeting. This probably triggered something in my head and that's where the dream came from. (written 10/03/09 23:55)