Saturday, October 17, 2009

Forced into matrimony

I had a dream sometime this week where I was persuaded by my parents to marry someone. I was taking too long to get married and they were eager to see me wed and have children. And then I told Her that I was getting married (so obviously it wasn't to her), and I could remember that I was panicking about the arrangements (like segregated or mixed seating).

Is it a sign that I'm moving on? That She's becoming a good friend instead of someone I have wanted to be my spouse. I hope it is, because I really don't want to be stuck on Her for the rest of my life.

Anyway the dream doesn't seem to be true to reality, as I'm not in that situation nor is there any real rush, but I do have a soft boundary that I do not wish to break. InsyaAllah it will hapen before then.