A dream I slept some more to try and prolong (unsuccessfully)

Yesterday morning I slept for a long time as I had come out of a dream that made me feel good. This dream was about a girl that was suggested to me before. We've never formally met but I've seen her before and I was a bit stunned at the time. Now, things have changed in that I met someone else and wasn't really interested in this person. After having this dream I'm having second thoughts.

We were close and comfortable with each other. It was such a good feeling to be with someone that is on the same wavelength...but maybe it felt good because it was just a 'pacaran' thing and not so serious. Sitting there next to her I felt a sense of guilt being in that situation and I told her that I want to get serious and not do pacaran thing. She lovingly obliged and I proceeded to let her know that I want to be with someone who is modest in her interaction with the opposite gender, dress modestly, and above all to know her faith or have a keen interest in wanting to learn it. And she seemed to agree.

That's where it ends...

One of those dreams you don't want to come out of

This morning I was in a dream where I saw myself in contact with her. I was so happy to see that she actually cared about me and managed to make contact after all this time. Apparently she had heard from my uncle that I was having sleepless nights (because of her) and she was concerned.

I woke up not really able to remember much from the dream yet I wanted uit to continue as that feeling was so good and what I had longed for.

After realising it was a dream and remembering the actual situation, I just wish there was something I could do... After that dream I realise how much I still want to be with her despite the rough ride I'm experiencing now. Even after other options are presented to me I still hope to be able come home to her someday...